Imperfectly Perfect

                              Cuts are the Normal ?                         "Wrists are for Bracelets , Not for Cutting"  The Hand is the cutting edge of mind - she says . I love the way the knife slide over my hand and the blood which comes out from the hand , I just love the way my hand is with all the bruises which reminds me of all the pain I have gone through - she said today , while i was returning to my Moral Value classes and making myself more comfortable as ever . I run my fingers through the cuts in her hand , and my mind just got a weird feeling . I touched my wrist and felt I am right , and I will be . I won't cut ever . My wrists are soft and I love the way they are .  I quickly shifted to another seat , and made myself comfortable , but the thoughts made me cry . Ohk , Why so people cut for ? Is that the way people face the problem , have cuts and you are done . Oh !Please . Its not the way you deal with your problems . What do you cut for ? F

                                     Life After Death       "The End of Life's Roadway is the gateway to Eternity" "People, I thought , wanted security . They couldn't bear the idea of dead being a big black nothing, couldn't bear the thought of their loved ones not existing and couldn't even imagine themselves not existing . I finally decided that people believed in an afterlife because they could not bear not to" ~John Green (Looking   for Alaska). We are not able to see our life after death, just like we are not able to see our life before we where born, because we not able to imagine beyond time . Have you ever wondered , what happens when you sleep , I mean like have you ever thought about it , like can't we remember things which happens while sleeping not a single thing , at that moment of time we are not even sure enough we exist or not . And the Humans experience continues beyond Grave . I do believe and strongly believe in life af

                                      Trust ? Trust.         "Trust takes years to build , seconds to break and forever to repair" Is it so easy to trust people ? No I don't have trust issues , I just know better . Yes , It takes me years to build that trust which you build in a moment. I just can't trust someone . And the trust issues are the worst . Its really hard believe people in actual life but so easy for me to believe the same in the internet . Yes , People in internet tho must be fake but at least they are not betraying you in life . Yes , It takes me years to believe you . And if I say I believe you , do not break my trust because for me I believe you matters not the I love you s . I don not say I believe you easily and if i say that then do not make me regret it . Do not fucking make me regret it . I hope I didn't do a fucking mistake to believe you , because if i did that would be the worst mistake of my life . Yes it would . I believe you

                                   The girl in Disguise .                     "Illusion is needed to disguise the emptiness within ." So , yeah she choose to become the QUEEN OF DISGUISE and so she did . She changed because she needed to disguise the emptiness within . And what seems to us bitter trails are often blessing in disguise . She is a dork in disguise and she like doin' stupid stuff .And she became the QUEEN OF DISGUISE . What if your blessing come through Rain Drop ? What if your healing comes through Tears ? What if a Thousand Sleepless Nights are what it takes to know you are near? WHAT IF TRAILS OF THIS LIFE are your mercies in DISGUISE ? This kind of disguise is all someone want from one's life , at least me . And for her becoming a Angle of Disguise didn't took much of time .She didn't show her real identity and for a few  the whole world she became the angle in disguise , just changing her identity lead her to different things

                               Be Your Best-Friend       "Be your best friend because even the shadows leave you when in darkness." Don't you sometimes feel lonely , feel absolutely lonely regardless the fact that you have damn 57 friends to spend you time with ?? Oh if yes , then the same happens with me . You fooking don't know when you life will change and when you will get a true best friend or whatever you say that big girl/boy .  For me , I think to be your best friend is the coolest thing yes it is , though you might find this really difficult at once and then trying and expressing you personal feeling to someone special may differ , but wait you have other options right ?You have other options as like you could blog yourself as i am doing .. you could express it to you close friends notbestones  because they are more not likely to spread stuffs . I prefer being my best friend because yes , that's the way i can express it .  It is said that peop

                                       STRONG                                "All the bullshit made me strong" As the tear came down my cheeks making me have a salty taste I believe , made me stand at that point of time where I either have to choose for being strong and fighting up or either losing hope and getting depressed .  Yes , I choose to be strong , yes I can't hear people saying stuffs about me in their back , yes i don't . I hate it when people be so nice in front of you and then a sudden change ... do you think i am a jerk and i don't understand ?  Then please be sorry because i understand . I made myself strong from all the bullshit you did , stabbing and then being so emotional like nothing happened ... and i am strong enough to let go what happened and patient enough to see what will happen .  Few suggest me to ignore the bullshit you did , but at the same time few suggested me to be strong and fight back . And there i decided to be strong